about
Hello Everyone,
I wrote this song to show what it's like to get your heartbroken and be in denial. To have all of that built up anger, at yourself, at the person you say you hate (but please we all know that ain't the truth), and at the world in general. This is the first emotion in the many emotions of healing. In order to reach the end of the healing process you must first go through anger, denial, and sadness to finally reach acceptance. This isn't just another bad break up song, this is a song that shows the process of what a break up does to someone with a fragile mental health from dealing with anxiety, depression, and body dysmorphia. How it makes you question everything, your self worth, your appearance, your life. I wrote this for all my fellow lonely people out there & I hope you know your never truly alone! Please enjoy I H Y and let me know what you think❤
lyrics
Some days you make my life
So much better
Then others you make it,
Harder than ever
To get up out of my bed
With all of these thoughts of you
Inside my head….
There’ll come a time
When my love for you is weathered
And I’m reminded that
You’re not my forever
But it’s so hard to let you go
When you’re the only home
My heart’s ever known
I hate you so much,
I hate that I still love you
I hate how you make my heart flutter
I hate how I want you to be my lover
I hate you so much,
I hate that I still want you
I hate how much you’ve made me cry
I hate how you’ve ruined every other guy
For me…
I Hate You; I Hate You, I Hate You
I Hate You; I Hate You, I Hate You
I Hate you; I Hate You, I Hate you
The salt ground into the wounds
That you left in your wake
You chose her over me
By the words you didn’t say
It’s always her over me
So, I hope that you drown in eternal misery
I hate you so much,
I hate that I still love you
I hate how you make my heart flutter
I hate how I want you to be my lover
I hate you so much,
I hate that I still want you
I hate how much you’ve made me cry
I hate how you’ve ruined every other guy
For me…
I Hate You; I Hate You, I Hate You
I Hate You; I Hate You, I Hate You
I Hate you; I Hate You, I Hate you
I’m feelin’ gravity
Cause I hate how I let you break me Pullin’ me back to reality
Cause I hate that you faked the whole thing
I’m feelin’ gravity
Cause I hate how I let you break me Pullin’ me back to reality
Cause I hate that you faked the whole thing
I hate you so much,
I hate that I still love you
I hate how you make my heart flutter
I hate how I want you to be my lover
I hate you so much,
I hate that I still want you
I hate how much you’ve made me cry
I hate how you’ve ruined every other guy
For me…
I Hate You; I Hate You, I Hate You
I Hate You; I Hate You, I Hate You
I Hate you; I Hate You, I Hate you
I Hate You; I Hate You, I Hate You
I Hate You; I Hate You, I Hate You
I Hate you; I Hate You, I Hate you
I Hate You; I Hate You, I Hate You
I Hate You; I Hate You, I Hate You
I Hate you; I Hate You, I Hate you
credits
from
I H Y,
track released September 21, 2021
Lyrics - KASEIØN (Jessica Kay Jordan)
Piano - Warren Lee Sampson Gilmore
Guitar - Sebastian Sronce
Drums - Rick Turcotte
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